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[Badactor]

"REAL LIFE" is a long way from Hollywood... O, the irony!


Unfortunately, this story does not have anything even close to a happy Hollywood ending.
I'm afraid all is lost... and I don't see much point in continuing. I'm pretty much done now.
I tried. I tried my hardest to make it work. I thought we were doing better but apparently not.
Yesterday evening at exactly 5:00pm., my wife sent what seems to be her last and final e-mail to me...

I'm numb and slipping closer and closer to full blown crazy again. I just can't anymore. I'm not coming back.
Don't know what I'm doing or going to do... Maybe just drive till the car breaks and that's where I'll be found.
I simply don't know but I do know that I can't keep doing this. I'm not happy. I don't know if I ever can be.
I'm empty and have lost everything. I'm sorry. I know this sounds rambly but that's what it is for me.
I'll never get over what I did... never get over what you have said about it... never get over my loss.
I can't drag you down with me. I'm so so very sorry. I love you very much but we cannot continue. My phone will be off
after I send this. I cannot bear the sorrow and sadness I can cause and continue to cause any more. I love you and I'm sorry.

So, she's gone again... took the car and ran off leaving me stranded here in Duncan, Oklahoma. It's all so fucking unbelievable.
I'm home all day and if you have a moment... I sure could stand to hear a friendly voice... I am completely lost as to what to do next.
I apologize for dumping all of this madness onto the forum, but this has gone on for almost a year and that is why I've been absent.

Thank you to ALL who participate here at UpInClass Horse Racing Forum.
You are truly appreciated! Now the big question... Do I win the contest?

[cherokeescot]

Just saw this Dell. So very sorry . I thought it had truly worked out for you. You can bounce back. Don’t give up . You have lots of friends rooting for you.

[tc]

Dell so sorry to hear about the troubles you and Heather have been experiencing over the past year.

Please let me know if there is anything that I can do for you. As difficult as it may seem right now just remember that time will heal.

Sending positive thoughts your way.

[PonyGirlJCM]

Dell.....maybe it’s time for a new adventure.....there are many here who care about what happens to you...keeping good thoughts that you will find your way to where you need to be....

[1hooper]

Sad to hear. 
No words from me can make it better,just try to dust yourself off. Plenty of people from Oklahoma have done it.

In friendship,
Hooper